Too drunk on date have i blown it?

ok well been seeing this great guy for over a month . really really like him and i could see myself with him as a bf. ok well we went out for drinks saturday night, me being me has a drink before i came out because i was nervous and you guessed it we drank and drank and i thought everything was ok....untill the next day on msn .he said i wasnt listening to him on the date that a couple of times i said if you dont want to be here just go??? i spilt drink on him (all of which i dont remember!!) NOT GOOD :( ok well i appologised and said i was nervous and i drank to much not usually like that....he said if we continue to go out thats not sure what he wants. which i can understand! i said to him would he like to meet up again he said yes he did enjoy my company. so all was good tonight i text him saying general chat and when he would like to meet up. we usually see each other every week. he told me emmm i dont no when my shifts are next week i have a party on saturday football on sunday and away to leeds next fri sat... no mention of a meet i just said aw okies ,am i being blown off? one date trashed everything?