How can i live my teen life?

iam 13 years old ,iam an indian, iam a girl,well my porbs is tht i have my dreams and i really want to be a model or fashionable which my dad wont allow. if i say i need some for important so buy for this lke today. i said i want a beautiful teen dtop he said no it not nice tht top is so beautiful n cute ,.. i dont knw wat hes porb. if i did something worng itz a big porbs if he do nothing is worng in tht.. such bad dad i got some pplz says he trying to portect me but his not !!!!! i jst want my life my space i dont want him to inderfare.is there anyway i can try to make my dad my sweet dad i have seen lotz of dad in my school which is my friends they all so sweet ..... idk watz worng wit him??